I fear time & feeling & running out
I fear judgments & judging
I fear birds & bees & most bugs
I fear losing the ones I love in more than a million ways
--but mostly one way for each of them
I fear the expected but mostly the unexpected
I fear getting lost
or kidnapped
or broken
I fear the forecast for the rest of her life
I fear the tears and shards of glass in my heart
I fear failure.
always failure.
but who doesn't?
I'm not trying to say I'm unique
in any of this
They say to overcome your fears
but it's the most I can do to ignore them.
ignore them
ignore them
for now that's all i know how to do
and that scares me