No one will see this

No one will see these words, these thoughts

Especially not you

You who grew your hair out

And grew out of love

Tell me, was it gradual?

Or did you wake up one day and decide

Decide to break my heart

You who ruined those three words for me. 

The first time I heard them,

Were they real? 

Were we real?

Because we felt real for a while. 

We felt real to me

But then again I guess she felt real to you too. 

Eh hem, excuse me there was something in my throat

In my brain

In my heart

But it's gone now  

It's all gone now.